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Meet Sharya
During the last 16 years I have been living together with Shanti Kristian. Living near an awakened for such a long time has slowly, slowly moved me towards awakening. At the same time I have gone through a deep process in order to dissolve many of my charges from the childhood.
I got in contact with The Oneness in June 2008 and in January 2009 I went to The Oneness University for the Level 1 course. This was a very deep process for me and it continued after I came home from the course, I had to work a lot with the second basket where I have a strong trauma.
The Level 2 course in June 2009 was also a very strong process for me and even though I already had dissolved many of my charges it needed the Oneness teachings to really set right the relationship with my parents.
During the Oneness conference in Milano in May 2009 we received a webcast with Sri Bhagavan who gave us a long and powerful Blessing. I got a very deep contact with Bhagavan during this Blessing. It was here that I really establish a very strong bond with Bhagavan.
March 20th Shanti Kristian and I organized the Mukthi Process for the Oneness Awakening group in Hedemora, Sweden. I was one of the last who went for the Mukthi Deeksha from the Padukas. I first contacted the Sri Murti and asked AmmaBhagavan to give me the Awakened State. Then I kneeled before the Padukas and the energy started immediately and went stronger and stronger shaking my whole body and finally after a long time there was an enormous force which pushed me from the Padukas and I landed on the floor. The shaking continued, kundalini went through the whole body and all the chakras felt completely open. When I get up I moved very slowly, I felt completely peaceful and the heart was overflowing with love and joy.
I am sure that that which helped me a lot during the Mukthi Process March 20th and which made the transformation possible was above all that I had established a very strong bond to Bhagavan, a bond which only is made possible when the relationship with the parents is set right. Another important help has been that I have received and giving several Deekshor every day since the Level 1 process. During the Mukthi Process Shanti Kristian was sitting just behind me and was pouring all his energy to me.
The state of stillness, love and joy goes on deepening and now I have a deep conviction that this transformation is permanent. I have been meditating and leading many meditation retreats together with Shanti Kristian through the years and I have had contact with the awakened state for several years. Still the ego- and mind identification has had the possibility to again and again take over. The difference now, after the Mukthi Process, is that this identification no longer takes over – awareness is always in the foreground.
In deep gratitude to Sri AmmaBhagavan and Shanti Kristian and a gratitude to all of existence |